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what you did on the 12th of August means nothing to me now
i thought i was special
so much for being so happy and excited and smiling non stop for awhile..
i look back and now i feel sad
that memory has turned black and there isn't anything that can happen to make it back the way it was
i am going to erase that happy moment
because obviously you don't care what i feel
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Sorry i havent been blogging for awhile now
havent had the mood to blog..because i try to refrain my feelings or exposing them...not that i dont want ppl to know..its just this thing I get used to doing now.
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I'M NOT GOING TO LET YOU YOU AND YOU BRING ME DOWN
I dont want to be you, but no, your the ideal
Why do you have to be like this and that?
God why do I have such low self esteem?
I Bring myself down because I dont want to be you
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when will you ever wait for me?
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| man it has been such a long time since i blogged
anywhos, im really bored, i dun wanna study >.<
well last night around 4am i was sleeping
and i had a MASSIVE nose bleed
i was just blowing my nose and something was still stuck there..and i went to touch my nose and blood was all over my hands and i was like wth!? 
got up and went to turn on the light switch and blood was just flowing out, wen and opened the door and ran to my toilet and seriously the bottom half of my face was just blood everywhere and dripping
(haha im giving such vivid descriptions arent i?)
Worst nose bleed ever
I got blood on my sleepwear and on my pants which! i just washed that day (prolly i ran past it in the dark and blood mustve gotten on it somehow) blood on the ground where i was standing for the light switch...blood on the bathroom sink. gahhhhhh and it didnt stop for awhile >.<
Today at work i was so scared that it would bleed again...
anywhos thats all i wanted to say =P
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| woohooo its been the first saturday in AGES where i dont have to get up early to do anything or GO anywhere
and it feeels soooo good
last sat had twist
then the last 2 sats before that had RICE
and i think the 3 sats before that i had Caring ministry training for 2 weeks and working bee for RICE
goshh...been stripped of my saturdays!
anywhos did a decent amount of study today..woohoo!!
Actually this textbook or subject i should say is quite interesting...quite like it ^^ go law!!
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Take me somewhere beautiful where i can capture the moments
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